Didnt write it, but its how i feel

Just change "Drew" to "Josh" and the whole thing will fit almost perfectly.

Tear Drops on my Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


Sad song, huh?
he wrote this thing on his blog about going on a date with this chick in malaysia who really likes him that his friends set up.
And...
well, Im sick of it. i really dont know why i stay on sonlight anymore.
mainly for grace and Meredith, but grace has been on and off the "Im quitting SL" stage. Mer i think will stay till she's 18, so that's good.
Im just so sick of being an idiot.
Josh can have any frigging skinny girl he wants and i dont care anymore.
gosh, im so worried im gonna wind up a coke-snorting pole dancer in NYC and die from O.D or something.
Its so how i feel right now. too bad i dont have a pole. xP
he says if i ever try pole dancing he'll tie me to if AFTER he "paralyses" me.
yea, right. good luck with that, babe. i'd like to see you try. maybe we could get someone to film it, say im Linlo and then put it on ebay. O.o that would be amazing.
you'd go to jail, though. =/
dont really want that.
i dont know, i just got off grounding, and i was all excited for Josh. then Josh like, never got on and i was like... still sitting there?
i have no clue.
i dont know how to speak correctly, unless "speak" is referring to the song, then yes, i do. xD
yea, i still love him. way more than i should. but that's not his problem, and he should be able to have a life without me bothering him.
same with Kaija. i think im gonna back off and give my friends the lives they deserve.
if i somehow wind up on the white board of the missing person's squad, dont worry.
i'll be long gone before they find me.

go on with your lives, darlings. especially you, grace. you really dont need anymore of my crap.