Thursday, November 29, 2007

my new hair... please dont kill me Lynn

I didnt do it "for" you exactly, honey....
i did it in remembrance of you and my asian friends back in HK. its not perfectly asian, and its darker than your hair... but still. its a huge change.
i know you said you loved be blonde, and i am awfully sorry for that... but my parents have blocked all means of communication between us, and so i had to do something.
for a few days, i felt like killing myself. and i still do, but im hanging on in the hopes that some day i'll get to see you again. and if i dont, then i hope you find someone who loves you even more than i do.

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and here's before i chopped it off:
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i know i look ugly, but you will all have to get over it. cause i cant dye my hair again for a couple months.
but it does grow real fast... i dont know. i was at my rock bottom. i was scratching and cutting and hurting myself, i wanted all my hair gone. im a psycho.
but i did it. Nevan likes it, and Josh hates it. but screw Josh. he got a girlfriend and so did i. xP
well, now that Lynn and i cant talk i dont know where we stand...
i want you to find someone who can be there for you, Lynn.

AAAHHH!!!

Looking at the pics of my blonde hair make me miss it so much!!
k, i'll buy a wig and pretend im Britney Spears till it all grows back
im so sorry to my blonde loving friends

2 comments:

AiLynn said...

I think it's beautiful :)
Also, check your mailbox in a week or two.

Lexy Gold said...

O_o
dang... if my mom finds a letter from you she'll tear it up and kill me. i also wrote you a like, 6 page letter and i dont know how to send it without her finding it... so it may be a little while.

thanks, im glad you dont find it disgusting. xP