Im sorry

i've been gone for a while, i know. but im back now, so that's what matters, right?
here's some video's of what i did while i was gone- the first one is me singing at a concert with Bill Isles up at the Lutsen Resort in MN and the second one is me and my friend Molly messing around as 6 year olds.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vk5woGmp2ws

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMle-VTvkPE

so that's that...
oh! a few days ago our junk came from Hong Kong and my computer was included in that.
This is a poem i wrote the first time i saw the "I Know Who Killed Me" trailer on youtube and decided i was going to re-write the screen play.
its about a girl named Aubrey Fleming who gets abducted and tortured by a serial killer who cuts off her right leg, and someone finds her in a ditch and when she wakes up in the hospital, she thinks she's this completely different person named Dakota Moss who Aubrey had been obsessing over because before she got kidnaped, aubrey had created Dakota as a character for a college writing class and so everyone thinks she's suffering from duel personalities or because of the torture, she locked herself in this world she made up and created herself...
then at the end you find out that the whole time Dakota was Aubrey's twin sister separated at birth who the serial killer had thought was aubrey and took her after he the real aubrey escaped and actually died and was buried in a grave yard and then dakota has to go and dig her up and all this stuff, anyways... that's one of the stories im in the middle of right now, and this is the first poem i wrote about them/it (them referring to aubrey and dakota, it referring to the story)

"Her Hysterics"
Crying in hysterics, she tries to find a way
a way to tell her mind that everything's okay
and even if it wasn't she knew she had to try
when she figured out she couldn't, she hung her head and cried
Crying in hysterics, she's given up all hope
The chains are holding down her arms,
around her neck's a rope-

Its drenched in blood, the blood is hers
that he took from her soul
And left there in a ditch to die
she'll never again be whole
Her body rots into the earth,
her soul will though live on
Through the air and in the girl who also knows her song
the one other in the whole world
who knows her just for her
the girl who looks just like her,
for sure they thought was her.

When she came out, called to save her,
The killer had Depraved her
Of the world that had enslaved her.

Crying in hysterics, the flashback slowly ends
Her life is gone, its been erased from time that had to bend.
it had to bend to save her, but since all hope is lost,
she's locked herself inside her mind ignoring the great cost.
The cost would be her life but she didnt give a damn
she needed to escape him, the pain caused by his hand
and int stung and burned and scraped her skin like sunburn pressed on sand

she cant escape, she cant ignore, she cant even pretend.
And now in her Hysterics...her life comes to an end.

yea, that's about Aubrey fleming/Dakota Moss in the movie "I Know Who Killed Me"
for sure, Yo.

well, thanks for reading.