Chalk Outline and a Murder String

here you go, Grace.
I love you, darling... i dont just go and write poems when other random people tell me to...
just for you, my dear. <333

Chalk Outline and a Murder String

My Life is being waisted. Broken and Abused.
My Mind's running and chasing My thoughts all around the room
My Soul is hovering around, Looking for some peace
To lay its ghostly head upon and finally get some sleep.
My Body's left down on the floor, Lifeless as can be.
A Knife stabbed deep into my chest, I've always been too weak.
Too weak to stop and take the time to look around and see
That everything was going wrong, And he never cared about me.
So now because i was so blind, Im lying on the floor.
With nothing but a chalk outline and a Murder string, no more.
They try to see the past with this silly string of theirs,
Starting where they think i died and leading to the stairs.
But they wont find him, They never could, and they never even will.
That’s why My soul’s been cold as stone and always feeling ill.
So now my body’s on the floor, soon to be in a bag.
My Running mind is trying to find the last few words i said.
And right before it wakes my soul, it remembers the words i dread.
The words i used to say to god before i went to bed.
The words that people say but never stop and think about
but now i know the words we say are straight from the pit of hell
if you could see them with immortal eyes, the eyes owned by the dead
you’d see the blood dripping from the innocent that was shed.
It drips the words all down the wall, painted with their blood
and as my soul slips away the words were once more sung.
in my ears and in my head, i hear them one last time
I Love you, dear. that’s all they said, but now i see the crime
I Know who killed me, it wasn’t him, it was love that stopped my time
you say that love is a blessed thing, but i can see the truth.
Its something them and all their strings cant find, its buried in the roots.
The roots of the master mind, the murderer that ran.
But don’t blame him, but blame the things that caused the sin, his hands.
He was blind as much as I to the power of inducing love.
But now I’m gone, forever lost, in the stars that burn above.
Goodbye, to earth, goodbye to Love. Goodbye to all my friends
The world will soon enough fail you all as much as i am dead
I loved you all, but now i see that love can only hurt
And now the fire that love has set is going to forever burn
It burns away the evidence, So you’ll forget the living dead.
And since im gone, i’ll try to forget, as my soul lays down its head
It founds its peace in heaven above, and now it can finally rest.