NeverMind

I had an extremely long phone conversation with Josh yesterday, that WOULD have easily gone on for much longer, but Mitchell came over so i told him i had to go and he told me to call 11 his time today, so im patiently waiting for one o' clock to come around so that i can call him and we can continue our conversations about the University of Minnesota, Dorms, apartments, or even a house where we could stay together while we both take all the same classes in school and where we could have our own "Art Room" where we'd do our drawing, and writing and we'd have one wall all either white board or chalk board depending on who wins the argument... (We'll probably settle for mixing it up anyways, if i know Josh.xP) then one side like, a poster wall kind of a bulletin board type thing, like made out of cork or something so we can hang all our art up after we're done with it.
and he told me not to get my hopes up, cuz it was just an idea, and im not. just because i talk about it doesnt mean im obsessing over it. xP
it was just a really cool idea. He said i should go into modeling and then i could model for the characters in the comic books we'll be writing/illustrating... then i told him about how i could NEVER get into modeling and all that junk and he pretty much didnt care. xP
oh well.
anyways, The point of the TITLE of this entree is Never mind about Josh hating me... i was just freaking out for no reason. he was in Malaysia anyways! xP
*sigh* I have such a dorky crush on him. its hilarious.
anyways, im baby-sitting Ava, Dorothy, Charlie, Mary Madeline, Margaret, Liam AND sammie today. i better get paid for this... A LOT. cuz i have PMS and the LAST thing i wanna do today is sit and watch these kids, however sweet they may be. its still really hard with a lot of kids around and stuff, but hey... baby-sitting is how i earn my money, and if i dont have money, how am i gonna take Josh to that movie in 10 months? (If they do come up to the cities on the train when they get back from Malaysia... i really hope they do.) =)
and then he's gonna take me to StarBucks... and I'm taking him to a Movie and an Art Museum, cuz Art Museums rock!
He loved Penang, so that was good. at least he LIKES the place he's going to live in for the next 10 months. for me, it was like, torture because i HATED Hong Kong except for Tim, Joy and Lynn in my youthgroup. but that was it. seriously.
Im glad he enjoys the place he's being forced to live in. that's a good thing. xP
But honestly, i cannot wait for his return. he's the best friend i've ever had, and i thank God for him every day.