Goodbye, you horrid little skank

Beautiful Lindsay Lohan turned 21 today. she's probably out killing herself right now, not intentionally of course, but still. she'll probably drink till she falls over (again) and all that crap she usually does.
To be completely honest, im sick of her attitude. why cant she see that she could be so much more than she's chosing to be?
I mean... she calls herself "One Fascinating Bitch" what the heck?
Why cant she just see that she's gonna kill herself?! she will too, if she keeps this up. she says "If I wanna do something then Im going to do it and no body can stand in my way."
When she was around 18, i remember finding out about her and thinking she was so pretty and nice and beautiful and i wanted to be exactly like her in every single way possible.
I wanted to meet her and hang out with her and BE her basically, she was my Hero. my life. and now, looking back on those 3 years, (almost 4) how could i have let myself get that deep into her? looking back, i see 3 wasted, empty years of ignoring God's calling and shooting for the woman who i knew would later fall, and i knew she'd fall hard too. i just chose to over look the fact that someone with that life style would eventually die or hurt themselves, and i chose to play with the young idea that was Lindsay Lohan.
she was perfect, she was gorgeous and i loved her, i really did. i had shrines on my wall, in my bedroom... i had exactly 53 pictures of her on my walls, i had 2 full diaries where i wrote EVERYTHING about her i knew... and more... my thoughts about her, i put her porn in there, it was disgusting.
so Guess what Linds, I threw it ALL in the garbage.
maybe that'll be a good memory for you. after all, your first acting gig was on the Letterman show as garbage found on the D-Train. way to go.
You've messed up your life, so you know what? i dont care anymore.
You wanna die and burn in hell, go right ahead.
Maybe then you'll be happy, buring forever along side your idol, who made the same exact mistakes as you. though she had better morals, mind you.
she said that hollywood pays you 1000 dollars for a kiss and 50 cents for your soul... she was better than you, and she would be ashamed.
So now as you're out at your favorite club partying on your 21st birthday, trying to "make friends with all those cool famous people" i'll sit on the other side of the world and laugh.
You're gonna die in your 30's, and it will be sad, but the world will get over it. because so far all you've done for it is become another slut, another porn star, when you could have been something different. you could have been something amazing, something that the world would remember and love... you could have changed it, Lindsay.
You could have Changed the world with your brilliant Mind, but instead, you chose the shallow life that everyone else chose.
you should hang out with Mandy Moore.... she's not as famous as you, but she's a whole lot better.
I feel sorry for you.
Happy Birthday.